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Best Friends Death BedsIf you go down then take me too
I said I'd always be there for you
And I'm not about to make that a lie
Despite the tears that loved ones cry

If you think death will help you escape
Then it'll have to work for me
Because if you think I can live
Without you then you simply cannot see.

Slice your wrists then slice mine too
With the very same knife
Watch us both bleed out on the ground
The ground bleeds on us versus vice

Shoot yourself in the head
You'll have to shoot me first
And if we do end up dead
Then shall our graves be cursed.
houseI lay one my blood stained bed
night after never ending night
i look at my arms whose blood has been shed
slashed open left and right.

no one hears these voices
no one cares to listen to my screams
no one dares give me choices
they rarely ever let me dream

I'm so lost in my anger,
my heart's some sort of disease
i put all our lives in danger
with a simple melody

no food I'd rather starve.
no air I'd rather drown
no flesh's been left un-carved
as my house crashes down.

no this isn't my home
no this isn't my family
trapped in this house i am alone
i need to find my skeleton key

that women is not my mother
nor that man my da
i can't take itI have rivers pouring out of my eyes
The tears won't stop but that's no surprise
For the past week I could barley sleep
And I rarely chose to eat

Why do I waste my time pretending?
I know there's no happy ending.
I might as well give up before it gets worse.

It's not like I haven't thought of this before
I just thought something in life was worth living for.
Again I'm wrong. I've already started to break
This is too much for me to take.

My armor shatters to the ground.
My minds so lost it can't be found.
I can hear the voices as they say,
That there is no other way

I try to help but only hurt.
Half the world treats me worse th
Ridddle Me This...What's heart beats
but still is dead?

what thinks alone
with voices in its head?

What hurts itself,
so it can heal

what cuts itself
so it can feel

What cries with blood
to hide its shame

what writes on walls
to remember its name

What has clear eyes
but still wont see?

what is this thing?
it is me.
Why Does it Hurt?
Why does it hurt?

Why does it ache~

Every little move I make?

Is there a reason?

I'm sure there is

It wouldn't just hurt like this ...

Right?

So please tell me ...

Please tell me why~

I always feel I need to cry

Though crying doesnt do much at all

It just feels a little better when the tears fall

But y'know ... just crying isn't enough

You need someone there~

When it gets tough

Please ...

Promise me you'll be there ...

Always there~

With a prayer

And I promise you

I'll be there too
This Little GirlThis little girl goes home to cry,
every single night.
This girl wants to die,
and just give up the fight.

This little girl has a name,
but no one wants to hear it.
this girl hides in shame,
because she's the only one to fear it.

this girl has a razor blade arm,
and the bitter taste of death in her heart.
this girl faces judgment's harm
and can't wait for love to re-start.

this girl has black painted eyes,
and porcelain skin.
she has to tell herself lies
or else she'll give in.

this girl is broken hearted so much
the tears wont let her see.
this girl has cried so much
its a shame to know...
...This Little Girl is me
I'm Just A PoemMy skin is paper, and my blood is the ink.
My words aren't spoken, they're just what I think.

I'm just a mirror, that masks my pain,
To everyone else I am just insane.

I'm no more than a jumble of words,
Feeling, sounds, happiness, and hurts.

I hold joy, fun, misery, and sorrow,
And hopes of a better tomorrow.

I can blend in, and be like everyone else in black and white,
Or I can be myself in colors so bright.

I am different. I am weird.
I'm not perfect, but I've always persevered.

I'm not an open book,
But I'm a page you'll find if you only look.

I'm not the writer. I am the pen.
I am these words that were written.

I'm about
The Boy With The Raven Hair
the one I loved was just a boy,
at the time I was only a little girl.
we were both childish, and full of joy,
until we faced the hatred of the world.

his blinding smile, and emerald eyes,
were used to hide his inward pain.
the harm and scars caused by their lies,
is what we were trying to restrain.

in the world and in society,
we were outcasts that didn't belong.
but in our secret places of melody
we played our music and sang along.

we walked down this old street,
we didn't think much when people would stare.
we danced together to love's melodic beat.
me and the boy with the raven hair.

I knew his name. I knew his story.
I k
Keep SmilingNo matter what the others said
Just ignore them
Remember you are so pretty
And no one can say that not

Ignore the others
They just want to make you feel bad
Just listen to yourself and no one more
Remember you have your friends and family for support you,
And if you not you have YOURSELF for supporting you

I know that it feels bad looking yourself in the mirror
Thinking that you are so ugly, horrible and that you are not useful in the world
But before you take that gun an put in your head think something,
Do you will help the people that love you making that?
What you will win making that?

No matter what situation is just...
KE
Valentine's DayWell he's there laying on his bed.
While he is lying in his head,
About how much he's over Sue.

And she's out partying with her friends,
Drinking shots by the tens,
Like you always do.

I guess I'll never know
How a heart can be that cold

He's 14 years old
And he already want's to die.
His story has yet to be told
All he needs is another try

But she turns her slutty ass back on him again
And it makes me wonder how the hell
Can she have a friend?

For Valentines Day he went to the store
He bought her flowers and chocolate,
But when she answered the door
She just complained about him being late.

Her black painted eyes
Are tryi
Am I Hopeless?I'm starting to regret letting him in my heart.
I'm not saying it's his fault, even though it is.
My friends forgot how many times I've fallen apart,
And now they're saying, "Who does he think he is?"

I know he can see me. He's not blind.
So why doesn't he know what's going on?
Maybe I'm just crazy. I know I've lost my mind.
I just wish he'd stay before I'm gone.

I wish my heart was so cold it could be dead,
But instead I'm clutching on to every word we've said.
I'm all alone, and he's messing with my head,
While I'm at home, crying on my bed.

I hear him every time he talks about her.
All of his obsession is eating me alive.
He
I've been waiting...Sacred moments pass
Life's sad echoes play
Come then dreaded chapter
This time I shall stay

Truth that I have run from
Come and have your day
For tolerant understanding
Is there any use to pray?

Momma don't disown me
I didn't plan to be this way
I think that I can face the world
If some loving words you'll say

I've spent forever waiting
But the moments never right
So sit down here and listen
I can't bear with you to fight...
Give Me Your PainWhen i see you suffer
I can't help but wish
Wish I can take it away
Place my hand on your shoulder
Let your pain channel from you to me
Take your pain away
Make it my own
To spare you
Spare you of what you don't deserve
Let me suffer
So that you may breath easy
The weight on the world no longer upon you
But on me now
I'll bare all of this
Just to see you smile
A smile worth all this anguish
I ask for nothing in return
Just for you to be happy
For love
Love i would cherish more than anything
That would be all i ask
I love you
Care for you
I wish i can take this pain from you
Silent trearsWhy does it feel
Like I'm doing wrong?
Why does it feel
Like you don't think me
The exciting person that I was anymore?

Am I still?
Or is life telling you to pass me by..
But you just cant tell me that?
Am I still your angel?
Am I still the only one for you?

Or has someone else
Crept into your heart
And thrown mine out and replaced it?
Or is it just me feeling so alone?
Is it just because I miss you?
Is it just because I miss you being excited
To talk to me every day?

In any case... please tell me..
Even if it rips me apart...
So I can know if I have to let you go..
Or so I can know what I'm hurting
About something my
LoveLove...is something that can't be explained.

Love...is were you mess up and fight, but make up later.

Love...is never going to be 'Mr. Right' or 'Mrs. Right'.

Love...is the best feeling imaginable.

Love...is something that won't happen to me.
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Jake

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I never wanted to hurt you.
No, I never meant to leave you alone.
I wasn't trying to desert you.
You were the best friend I'd ever known.

So why was I so unprepared?
Why wasn't I there?
Now everyday I'm scared.
Why can't someone wake me from this nightmare?

I could have saved you with a call.
But instead I lost it all
Today you're six feet underground.
I'm too afraid to make a sound.

Your voice still lingers in my head.
It's too hard to accept that you're dead.
Every night I lay awake in my bed.
Your tombstone was our last message read.

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Jakeby ~sally1227

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dedicated to my friend Jake that killed himself a year or two ago
i really miss you dude and I'm sorry i wasn't there when you needed me most

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i changed the preview pic to a drawing i did because i was getting annoyed by the people favoriting this for the sunset pic when its sposed to be a poem about JAKE SO NOW ITS ALL BOUT JAKE
©2011-2013 ~sally1227
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Mood: Love *Shana-e Jan 4, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hi
your beautiful picture is in feature here [link]
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Mood: Pity ~brownhairedmaiden Jan 2, 2012  Student General Artist
well thats depressing.
im sorry for your loss :(
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~sally1227 Jan 2, 2012
it was like almost three years ago feb 3 2009
god i miss him he was my boyfriend
i hate feb 3
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~brownhairedmaiden Jan 2, 2012  Student General Artist
oh my god, thats so sad! how old was he?
and hes still alive, just in a way that we dont understand yet.
you just gotta keep him alive in your heart.
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~sally1227 Jan 2, 2012
14 years old would be 17 now is it sad i still wish him a happy birthday?
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~brownhairedmaiden Jan 2, 2012  Student General Artist
i think it romantic :)
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~sally1227 Jan 3, 2012
hahaha thanks
so excitedish i wrote a poem called feb 3rd that im posting ont feb 2nd for him
im not gonna be on here feb 3rd is why its not then but yea
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~brownhairedmaiden Jan 3, 2012  Student General Artist
well then i cant wait to read it :)
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~sally1227 Jan 4, 2012
yea i want to put it up now but i'm waiting for that day just so it's special for him
idk if i sound weird but i don't care
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