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I lay one my blood stained bed
night after never ending night
i look at my arms whose blood has been shed
slashed open left and right.

no one hears these voices
no one cares to listen to my screams
no one dares give me choices
they rarely ever let me dream

I'm so lost in my anger,
my heart's some sort of disease
i put all our lives in danger
with a simple melody

no food I'd rather starve.
no air I'd rather drown
no flesh's been left un-carved
as my house crashes down.

no this isn't my home
no this isn't my family
trapped in this house i am alone
i need to find my skeleton key

that women is not my mother
nor that man my dad
that simple boy is not my brother
a family I've never had.

so I'll lie awake
and I'll regret every breath
there's not much more i can take
because I've got nothing left

i cant wait it out any longer
i cant stand another year
as i grow weak they grow stronger.

I have to find my way out of here.
i was really sad
and fun fact there really are blood stains on my mattress honestly
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Lilsisterfriend Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
"breathe" i think you meant "breath". This has some interesting points, but I think you can do better. other than that the way you turn a phrase has an almost shakesperian quality.
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
thanks
i think?
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Scriddles Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011
I can relate to this a bit. ;_;
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
i'm sorry then
cause it sucks
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Scriddles Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
Yeah.. :(
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
yea
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011
I feel like this alot if u ever need to talk I'm here for u
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
thank you thats very kind like wise for you im here almost everyday just note me i promise i'll answer if you want to talk
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
Ok thank u:) and I'm not sure if ur a Christian or not but u always pray to god he wil always be there for u many scripture in the bible shows god comforts those in need.. :) my favorite scripture and it helps me thru hard time when I have no one to talk to at psalms34:18 it says god is near to those broken at heart and those who are crushed he saves..... So this shows that if we ever feel
broken or crushed god is there also the z


scripture psalms 94:14 says for Jehovah will
not forsake his people nor will he leave his inheritance so this shows like a loving parent
who tells there child I'm right here I'll never
leave Jehovah or god is saying the same thing he says in many scriptures he will never leave us
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
im not riligious i was but it made my depression worse to be honest

music's my religion
the dance floor's my heaven
and writing's my prayers
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
That last partis beautiful but what if I cod show u that my religion improves happiness?
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
i'd say thnx but i'll pass if you dont mind
i'm sorry but religion just doesnt work for me and i'm fine with that i have other things i live for and other people too
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alittlebitoffaith Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2011
Well I understand and I commend u in ur honesty :)
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2011
thanks :)
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Somethingguy912 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011  Professional Writer
home is where the no one is....
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
home is where we feel safest where we can sleep at night knowing that the people there with us love us and will protect us
to a lot of people you're right
home is where no one is
it sucks really
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Somethingguy912 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Professional Writer
i'm sorry that your home isn't your home.
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
don't be its not your fault and in a little more than two years this place will just be a forgoten nightmare i'll be in a apartment with my two closests friends or i'll be in a slightly crappier apartment with one of my other friends
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Somethingguy912 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Professional Writer
Looks like you got your future set so that shall be good.
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
well one of them is brighter than the other i can tell you that
one leads to being a therapist for kids that have been abused physically emotionally or sexually
the other is basically no college and maybe dealing drugs for a couple years
but the guy i'll be with is cool and cares bout me and said he'd try to help pay for college for me if it was possible so yea
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Somethingguy912 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Professional Writer
Sounds like a nice guy. A really nice guy...
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2011
hahahaha only if he likes you
if not hahaha you're skrewd
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Lilsisterfriend Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
home isn't where the heart is. It's where you go when it is broken.
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
yea
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ScarletFlowerXXX Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
hydrogen peroxide helps get the stains out...

and well written hun, though sad, i'm sorry :hug:
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011
its okay and i really dnt care bout the stains i kinda like em in a way i know its weird but what ever
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ScarletFlowerXXX Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
yea, i understand that..:/
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
sad why do people understand ,me this world sucks
it sucks because y'all feel this pain cause it sucks a lot
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ScarletFlowerXXX Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
yes it does suck. and i think it's because people forget.. forget how to care how to love and show compassion.. driving us all to this similar feeling..its so sad what everything has come to... what it leads us to do..:/
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sally1227 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2011
yea
:/
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